Tuesday 24 September 2013

Far cry 3....NDE's and mushroom trips.

Far cry three, the story of the misfortune of some American tourists which pick the wrong islands to holiday on and are captured by pirates(the local gang).Far cry 3 so far as I have played it has had 2 psychedelic trips in it, comparing these with my own experiences they are probably the most accurate I have seen in a game so far.

Far cry fungi tripping.

The first trip is on a mission to collect some medicinal mushrooms to cure your freind of the poison plants that she ran through try to escape the pirates. You are sent on a mission into a cavern to retrieve these medicinal mushrooms by a Dr. that lives on the island. When you go into the cavern some fungi(not the ones you are looking for) release their spores and you become intoxicated. What you see when you are tripping is lots of purple colours and reality unfolding before your eyes, specifically plants growing in fast forward. I have seen this personally on dmt substances much like ayahuasca. Plants growing in fast forward and also the purples are a colour that in my own experience have been strong colours on DMT substances. They the people that made far cry have obviously done their homework and have brought you an accurate depiction of what it is like to trip on DMT substances which can be found in many plants and mushrooms.

Mysterious Hallucinogen given to you by the "queen' of the jungle.
The second trip. You are sent to meet a woman called citra, lets call her the Queen of the jungle. You are there to ask her for the strength to become a true warrior and rescue your captured friends (or what's left of them). After a confrontation and some ego inflation by Citra, she gives you a bottle filled with a mysterious liquid, which is to be assumed to be some type of psychedelic. When you take this psychedelic time starts to slow down (much like a real trip). Then you are faced with a white light which encompasses your entire vision. If you have read and my other entries on my blog you will know that the white light is the ultimate gateway to the after life and commonly reported by people that have near death experiences (NDE's). You also essentially have a premonition or see into the future in a dreamstate, which is the quintessential shamanic white light trip.

"A near-death experience (NDE) refers to personal experiences associated with impending death, encompassing multiple possible sensations including detachment from the body, feelings of levitation, total serenity, security, warmth, the experience of absolute dissolution, and the presence of a light. These phenomena are usually reported after an individual has been pronounced clinically dead or very close to death."

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Near-death_experience

 Now it is up for debate as to whether any psychedelic will directly help you reach this point, it is proposed by Dr. Rick Strassman that DMT (which is most likely what the substance would contain in real life or a type of DMT) is produced in your pineal gland during dreaming and dying. When you come through this white light you find yourself falling from the sky and when you reach the ground you are with all your friends which have been killed by the pirates. Hmmmm white lights and talking to the souls of you dead loved ones, seems like this is pretty damn accurate to the reports of real life NDE's, after you walk away from your friends to follow a man in a suit, you see the plants growing out of the ground in fast forward(seen myself on a dmt trip) and it also worthy to note that the leaves and branches dance, which is also a phenomenon which I have witnessed myself.

Well that's as far as I have been up in the game so far as I have had some account issues logging in. I will however update this the more I get through the game. If you read the rest of the blog and do some personal research on NDE's and entheogens(psychedelics) I am sure you will be able to make your own correlations. :)

Sunday 22 September 2013

Sleepy hollow and the story of cunning folk.

Sleepy hollow, the movie with Johnny Depp about the headless horseman. The story has good and white witches in it and persecutory torturous priests and doesn't really stray far from the real story on those subjects.

Ichabod Crane (Johnny Depp) is a forward thinking detective in london's police force. He is contracted to go investigate the decapitations of several people in a town outside New York .There are strong themes in the movie of a barbaric justice system and church.

Young Ichabod
Early in the movie Ichabod has fleeting memories of his mother (before she was tortured and murdered by a priest). She is what people would call a "witch", but in reality were called cunning folk. These people had knowledge and plants for medicine and were healers. Most of the witch trials were against people using plant medicine, specifically midwives giving willow bark(containing the precursor of aspirin)   to women giving birth to ease the pain. As this was a Bible verse the church believed women must endure the full pain of child birth, so they went around killing people giving aspirin calling them "witches". It is true that  sacrifice was practiced by some people following pagan beliefs, but then the Romans use to line a whole road with people crucified.

“To the woman He said, ‘I will greatly multiply your pain in childbirth, In pain you will bring forth children; Yet your desire will be for your husband, And he will rule over you’” (Genesis 3:16, NASB).

Ichabod's mother flying in a field of Amanita shrooms



Amanita mushrooms grow underneath pine trees/christmas trees.








"Jonathan Ott also draws parallels with flying reindeer: reindeer had been reported to consume the mushroom and prance around in an intoxicated manner afterwards"









You will find in the movie that there are good witches and bad witches. In reality as I said, these people were known as cunning folk and were plant healers, though the church labelled them witches.

I hope you enjoyed this breakdown. I hope it was enlightening. :)

The Shamanic / Druidic themes in Game of thrones.

Interesting topic if I do say so myself. The shamanic/druidic themes in games of thrones are quite heavy and pertain to winterfell and north of the wall.

The first aspect which has it's roots in real anglo lore is the humanoid tree, druid loosely means one with the trees. You will find that the old gods are in fact trees with human faces. It has reported that these types of faces would be seen on certain hallucinogenic plants such as ergot, as the druids were masters of plant medicine.
Game of thrones "old god"
Druidic greenman













The second spiritual/shamanic/druidic etc, concept is that of Brans shamanic/worg initiation. Bran has dreams of the future, these dreams start to happen after he has a near death experience. He is pushed off a tower whilst climbing. How this relates to real life in fact is that the phenomenon is not fictional at all whatsoever, people have been reporting seeing the future before, after and during near death experiences probably since the beginning of time. Certain shamanic traditions would also induce near death experiences and having a near death experience is considered a shamanic initiation. One of the most famous people that has reported to have seen the future due to a near death experience would be Dannion Brinkley, whose book saved by the light was a ny times best seller. I can also testify to this phenomenon from personal experience.



"Other “wake-up” calls may come to us involuntarily, tearing the fabric ofdaily life. Accidents, illness, loss, and misfortune can all have a spiritual dimension to them. The loss of a career, a serious illness, a near-death experience or the death of someone close may all serve as turning points for rethinking the purpose and meaning of our lives. Feelings of disconnection, disorientation and suffering often accompany the inner call to a spiritual path. "
http://www.shamanicuniverse.com/shamanic-initiation.html

"In the Welsh legend, divination was known as awenyddion or awenithion, which was a power of poetic insight. The insight or divination come from sleeping and dream, where the sleeping person would speak during a rapt ecstasy."
http://www.timelessmyths.com/celtic/druids.html

Many times I had gone into ecstatic states during my life and accurately predicted the future. Sometimes I think of the people that witnessed it, it must be buried in their consciousness, though the visions were initiated by my NDE(near death experience).

I guess I really just want to share this with people, I hope the realisation that this stuff is real will give you some joy, wonder, mystery and enchant your life. :)

Tuesday 10 September 2013

Assassins Creed...Behind the fiction.

Assassins creed....A story with it roots in reality, with many appearances from historical figures and based the real story of the Templars/Abstergo.

Since the crusades western armies have been going into the middle east and plundering them, why? Because they needed capital to loan to their own people back in Europe and England to financially enslave them. Prince Phillip the IV of France persecuted the Templars for exactly this and also because they were claimed to be heretics that masqueraded as christians but really followed occult religions and hence burnt most of the Templars at the stake. Whilst the Templars were locked in the dungeons they would draw pagan symbols and other older gods, adding to the evidence and persecution.


Now you will find that in the first AC game that when locked in the animus chamber that when you use your eagle vision you can find symbols written on the wall by the subject before you. See they have used real history but they have had the sides trade places.

There is no conspiracy as to the fact that the Templars plundered and slaughtered middle eastern people, including Jews in the holy land. What is under speculation is what happened to the Templars after they were persecuted by Prince Phillip IV of France. It is speculated that they formed the Free masons. When you Investigate this yourself it will move away from speculation and become more of a hidden secret. America has a strong masonic undertone to it, and when you look at alignments of monuments in America compared to their alignment to Templar built churches in Scotland it becomes blatantly obvious.

http://grigorfedan.com/main/Modern_Day_Knights_Templar_The_Masons


Now one of the most doubted and "fictional" parts of the game is the apple(which emits a golden white light) and it's ability to enable you to speak and commune with people from the future. Now I have mentioned the story of Dannion Brinkley and my own story in this blog so if you have read it then it would make sense. But if you haven't go back and read it as it contains the information on it. But basically, people who have reported have a near death experience (NDE) have came back and had the ability to see into the future after going to "the light" as people joking say about being close to death "don't go toward the light". Dannion Brinkley whose book Saved by the light was a NY times best seller for 14 weeks, was struck by lighting was dead for 28 minutes and travelled to a light and met beings of light and saw future events when he came back could see into the future. I can testify to this same experience having had my own NDE.

A small run down of Dannion Brinkley, though you can read/watch his book/movie "Saved by the light"
http://www.near-death.com/experiences/evidence11.html

Beings of Light

I implore you to investigate what I have brought up in this blog, I hope you enjoyed it. If you want a recount of my NDE it is in my blog.

Saturday 7 September 2013

Near death experience inducement.

Hrrmmm sounds pretty out there right? Well it seems that hollywood thought it would make a good story.

NDE inducement. If you haven't seen the movie "Flat liners" with Keifer Sutherland and Kevin Bacon. It is about a group of med students, led by the vision of Keifer's character which wants to induce death medically to see what is on the other side. Who knows if this has ever specifically happened in real life. It would make more than a good story. It depicts the near death experience pretty well. You should really watch it.

There is also a Dr. in the show Medium, which is on the Sci Fi channel. He induces NDE's with the help of a nurse and has the same powers as the psychic that the show is based on.

I have also heard of shamans inducing near death experiences. Native American use to dance themselves to exhaustion (sometimes days at a time) until they had visions or an NDE. It is interesting to note that they would report seeing into the future. It is documented in the book and movie "saved by the light" the true story of Dannion Brinkley, that after had is NDE he was able to see into the future. Though he was struck by lightning. His book was a new york times best seller for quite a time. I also when I had my NDE saw visions of the future in my dreams.

Scientists have successfully induced death in rats to try to explain the near death experience. I wonder if over time this will become a type of therapy. Personally I think that it would do the world a lot of good. But as you will or would have seen in flat liners, these are medical students going rogue and could lose their titles.

I also have heard of a theory by John White that baptism, the original full body submersion was a way of inducing a NDE by bringing a person the point of near drowning. Hence why his first followers were fishermen who had been doing cpr since people were falling out of boat, if you think modern medicine were the first to figure that out hrrmmm just realise that that's not true. I find that very interesting.

The strongest themes of NDE"s can be found in shamanism though, it is speculated by Dr. Rick Strassman that DMT a chemical contained in many shamanic plants from around the world is the chemical released in your brain when you dream and die. A new term has been coined "entheogen" meaning I think, a plant which induces a spiritual experience. Though have experiences with both an NDE and psychedelics I can say that they are different, although taking into account what I said earlier, these plants induce a spiritual experience and may put you on the path. Shamans have been chose through time for having NDE's. This is documented.

I am sure that eventually for Dr. Rick Strassman to prove his DMT death and dreaming theory that he will need to do some practical tests. I wonder who will be the volunteers to die and come back to life????

NDE's Shamanism and the Scientific method
http://www.planetdeb.net/spirit/ndeshamn.htm
Saved by the Light.
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0114342/
Flat liners
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0099582/

Thursday 5 September 2013

The soul transcending time.

Magic the soul and how it transcends time.

I will start with one of my earliest memories. I was being baby sat by parents of a friend. I was asleep on the floor in the living room and must have been 4 of 5 maybe younger. I closed my eyes suddenly I started thinking bout a light,a light like the sun (yellow on the edge and white in the middle). I felt as though I had left my body and travelled to it, though I am not sure. Then it was time for me to go home, I didn't live far so I just walked(I guess they thought it was a safe neighbourhood) on the way home I thought it would be nice to synchronize my walking movements with ths sounds of the birds and nature. Now I am not sure what these people got up to before they had their kids, but me and my friend were born in 88 its 2013 now as I am writing this. It was in a place called oakville just outside of Tornoto in Canada. I was told later in life they met on a commune, but I am not sure if this is the truth or not. After that experience they made me lemonade once and I asked if there was acid in it. Do kids my age at then know about that stuff, does some crazy preacher just try and get in as early as he can with the disinformation. I can't tell you. But I did attend church. Perhaps with the hindsight of my experience later in my life with a light like the one I saw and the experience that came with it, perhaps that explains it. In my 20's I had a near death experience whilst sleep deprivation assited by psychedelics. I essentialy had NDE (near death experience) from exhaustion.This technique was used by some native american tribes. In my dream state before I had my NDE, I dreamt about what would happen the next day(since the initial premonition/future dream I have had many more almost like living the day twice). After this dream was finished I woke for a split second to realise that I was dying, then I travelled to the light like the sun. So as I was saying me knowing about this when I was a kid and the dream before the NDe. It would lead me to believe that time is not what it seems. Things like destiny and fate come into question. It's intuition, perhaps of the divine path. The weeks before I had been taking lsd and had been seeing tree's that were humanoid, this is documented as druids experience, read more about druids in my game of thrones entry.Can I do anything wrong, if the next day is predestined, then are all days predestined, is it just for me or for everyone. Should I even be telling you this. Perhaps it's an experience of people truly graced by God, a assurace that you are in the hands of much more powerful and knowing being. When I think like that it's truly amazing, I think about how beautiful the light was and the physical/psychedelic experiences that led to this point. It is a joyful one, it is graced with ecstacy in the light and many plants that simply make you feel good and see amazing things. I wonder how was I put on this divine path, why isn't everyone on this path. Then I think "they are" death is inevitable.But does everyone go to the light. I can't tell you, you can research NDE yourself and you will find this isn't true. All I hope is that you find your way onto the path :)


One of the most vivid premonitions of the next day was almost like living parts of it twice. I was dreaming and I dreamt that I was in my friends yard talking to this specific girl. She was sitting on an esky(ice cooler) and she said to me in the dream "you have beautiful blue eyes". I woke up the next day and sure enough I went to his house( I didn't know she would be there) and she was sitting on an esky....but she didn't tell me about my eyes. Then we travelled to a charity party with trance music, I think the party was to help people who get stuck in aged care when they aren't aged(severely disabled people). When I got to the party I was sitting down for a while and then a girl sitting near me said "you have beautiful blue eyes". Who would have figured I could dream these specific things before they happened. I have many stories like this one. I dreamt once that I was walking down the road and then my head got smashed into the pavement by someone. I awoke the next morning and went to catch up with a friend...low and behold there was a guy with him that I had had a sort of fight with in hospital and he had pushed my head into a brick wall. My initial dream right before the NDE was about me and my mate arguing in a specific place in a hallway in the house and he kicked me out....I had the NDE woke up the next day and low and behold we had that arguement in the specific place in the hallway and he kicked me out.

I think that it is important to note that after the initial dream before the  NDE I didn't notice these dreams, though beofre they started again I had dreams where I visited abusive events in my past. One was me going back to when I was in Canada where I was choked by a friends step dad. The other dream was where I went back to grade school where one of my teachers had raped students and eventually was caught and jailed(only for 9 months) but I will save that story.

I am not going to do things in linear chronilogical order, because that's not the truth in my experience. I visited a psychic called Deb Webber from the show Sensing murder. The show tests psychics and picks the ones who can give names and details of a murder. I went to her show, but the night before I had a dream. In the dream I was in a classroom with Deb alone, she said to me "you will be the last". I woke up the next day and went to the show and she shared her knowledge. Then at the very end I was the last to be picked, everyone left and we were alone together with her(me and my friend Anita). Deb channeled my Dad and gave accurate info about him. She said that he wanted me to excercise more because he just sees me laying around on the couch. Now much later I still hadn't excercised. Then in a dream my Dad was standing there smiling at me. I realised this when the next day I was listening to a Joe Rogan podcast and it motivated to excercise, then it clicked why my dad was in my dreams the night before.


I think that my life has a purpose, I am here to do good and learn from the bad. I have been faced with tremendous evil and stood up to it. Which is the reason why I was abused by that teacher I was telling you about. I saw what he was doing and I confronted him and told him to fuck himself. After this had happened I started going into an ecstatic state, I was prediciting my future and things to do with "the light" I had been thinking about "the light" while confronting this teacher because he almost killed me. I guess no body like the prinicipal or the other teachers I told didn't do anything because they could just dismiss me as a problem child....well fuck them...they should be locked up for accomodating the bastard. But yes I was one of the students that spoke out against him and was labelled a liar and medicated. Not much has changed as I have grown up, but I think that I am here to share my story. In reality I know and have experienced things that are inconcievable to most people that aren't educated in spirituality and shamanism. But yes my specific experience has been historically documented, experienced by shamans all over the world. A lot of shamans were picked by the tribe for the fact that they had a NDE, and there were ways of inducing them. Such as psychedelic assited sleep deprivation. The longer you stay awake the closer you get to death and the more the spirit world comes into reality. .have experienced things they can't even concieve to be real, or they are trying to cover up the truth in all its aspects. I have no time for people that explain away things a hallucinations. When you get to the roots of the Sundance ritual of the native Americans, it was a way of inducing a NDE through exhaustion. Though the ritual was banned by the government, supposedly because sometimes self mutilation took place. From a documentary I can't find anymore, it was explained that the shaman would cut himself and then dance for 3 days straight no sleep to experience visions of the future. I think it was on histroy channel but it was before youtube and I haven't been able to find it yet. Another documented case of a near death experience giving a person visions of the future was the case of Dannion Brinkley, who has a movie about his story called "saved by the light". He was struck by ligthing and was dead for 21 minutes before coming back to life in hospital. He went throught "the light" and met beings in a crystal palace that told him that "we are infinite spiritual beings and....love is the difference" :)


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